Tuesday, November 28, 2006

She got conned. Tricked! Okay, maybe that's an overstatement.
Well, what can you expect? She wasn't really paying attention to the conversation and so, with her 'ok, ok, ok' replies, she got herself trapped into another ridiculous predicament, so uncannily simliar to the previous one. Freaky?

The journey to Boon Lay was a long, long, long one. Her butt nearly got stucked to the MRT seat! [0o! The west again? How similar can it get?!] As usual, she was early. This time, she was 40 minutes early!! The most tentalizing thing for her is to be early in a place she has never ventured to before. Imagine standing there, waiting for a friend that's only due 40 minutes later in a place you are totally clueless about. She pictured everyone in the station staring at her, even though any rational person will know that they are not.

So then everything went as per normal. Yada-yada. She had fun. At least it was something to pass time, rather than decompose at home.

On the ride home [another long long long ride], there wasn't any space to seat! Okay, it's okay. It doesn't matter. So she stood for the entire journey. Her legs nearly froze in place for the fact that she didn't move it. [HEez! She's unsatisfiable, ain't she? Sit also complain, stand also complain! xD] Just then, she received an SMS. She slid her phone up and was totally shocked at the SMS.

Oh dear. This is like, totally Deja Vu? It's like, history is repeating itself or something. The SMS? Haiz. It's like, he tried to maintain this causual tone, but at the same time, she could see that he was totally tongue-tied. [>.<] ARGH! Fine, fine. She decides to ignore the message temporarily. Maybe she'll think about it when she got home - Of how to reject him. Hmmm.. And the freakiest thing is: He just broke up with his EX!!! It's like OMG? What the... Why is this entire scenario sooooooooo freakkingly familiar?!?! And, he claims [Note: Claim!] that he is not treating her as a substiture, replacement, whatever... Oh dear.. it's so hauntingly identical! Too similar for comfort?!

5 minutes later, the phone rings! Oh no. Oh no, no, no!! Meeks! HOw how? She slid the phone up and pretended to be natural. "Hello?" The MRT was packed seeing that it's 6 plus in the evening. She felt as though everyone was listening in to a very very private conversation. Yikes! She had no choice! It's either now or never. Imgaine rejecting someone with nearly the whole cabin listening to you. The train suddenly seemed so quiet, and she suddenly seemed too loud. [T.T] Oh yeah, another freaky thing!! He's chinese speaking.. Hmpf! Why so similar? God is sooooo soooo unfair! Argh!

Anyway, so she switched to chinese. [It was totally not a right choice. Her chinese reeked! But, okay. She managed to send the message across, or so she thinks.] Hmmm.. Headache,headache, headache!! [=S] Bleah! HAha. She can be a counsellor. She's so good at it, man! After a few months, she bet the guy would just like, totally forget her, or realise that he IS treating her as a substitute.. and then yada-yada. A few months later, probably another heart broken guy will come along and Whoot! Another fun time being someone else's substitute! It's a vicious cycle, I tell you! She should really start charging people if they want her to be a substitute! Heez~!


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Oh my goodness!! He flooded her mailbox! [Oo] Whoah! It's just one day! One day! She didn't check for one day! Just one day! Geez! So many sorries. So many miss calls. All from him. It's scary. This is the first time she is confronted with so many sorries. And another trend? He likes calling at night. He smses in the day when he wakes and at night before he sleeps.

.. .. .. .. He likes dots! His smses are super super long with ..... Isn't 2 dots enough? Another trend? He likes talking on phone, not MSN. Similarly, he feels that MSN cannot convey how he feels accurately across. So, even though they are talking on MSN, he would call, nevertheless!! And, he likes comparing. Comparing her and his Ex? What is this world coming to? Okay, she's got to admit, comparing might be a natural tendency among human beings but is the genetic variation among human beings dwindling as well? Is the gene pool getting smaller and smaller? Why is there this huge chunk of Deja Vu in this entire situation? Anyway, he promised her that he would proove it to her? He says he won't disappoint her? He's asking for a chance? He vouches that he isn't as playful as he seems. He.. he.. he keeps asking her out. [-_-]

Okay. Fine. It's been decided then. Similar scenario thus, remitting similar actions. 6 months. 6 months grace. As usual. We shall see. She doesn't expect a happy ending though. Just wait and see.

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Haiz. Haiz. Haiz.

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Saturday, November 25, 2006


M^3?

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