Friday, July 09, 2010

Yeah Yeah, I know I'm spamming my own blog, but I feel so out of sorts I just have to ramble about some random stuffs.

After watching like 7 scary movies at one go, you'll realise that certain scare tactics are the same, and usually once that kicks in, only the shock tactics work. Maybe that's why most western movies go for the shock and horror strategy rather than the purely scare strategy.

Similarly, after watching Ring 1, 2, 3, 4, Sadako no longer seem scary too!! And she's so pretty - except for the way she walks. Her life story is really interesting though. At long last, I've watched finished the entire series.

Silent hill is a wonderful movie! I can't believe that it's an adaptation of a computer game!! Of course, I can't comment whether it's a good adaptation or not since I've not played the game before, but I kinda liked the movie, partly because it was a good break after Ring 1, 2, 3, 4. Haha. The plot was interesting, with much freedom for our brains to explore the various possibilities. Then again, the ending could be seen as a little lame in certain viewer's point of view, but I thought it was reasonable, though maybe a little overboard.

Korean ghost stories rocks! Like seriously. Their plots are always fresh and interesting, unlike those western ones. Is it because they produce relative less ghost stories as compared to that of the western ones? Somehow, I feel that they better portray their message, and the movie is not focused on the scary, but rather on the plot. Kudos to them, and though they did not focus on the scary, their movies are still scary nonetheless!

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Has anyone hurt you so bad, so deeply, disappointed you too many a times, that you've simply stopped wishing, stopped hoping, and stopped expecting?

That feeling sucks.

"You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I have got no more fire
You and I, we don't know how to talk
nor how to walk that wire

Sometimes I feel like The world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what kills me
When we're together I feel so vulnerable

Cause it's just me against the world
Only me against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that I'm not standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
you will catch me when I fall
Cause it's me against the world tonight"


I thank Float for making me laugh again, if only for a while.

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So restless, so listless, I feel so contained even though I'm not.

My mummmy says that she is very lucky. She met the right guy and all based on her instincts. Having not dated daddy at all, she just knew that he was the one. And, I believe that she is right. Daddy is the best daddy and best husband one can ever have!

And then Mummy says that both daddy and her are similar; both always craving for new and interesting things - which thus led to them constantly finding new and interesting places to go.

Me too!!

I want something new and exciting!
I wanna go Night Safari!
I wanna go Wild wild wet to have fun!
I wanna go Sentosa!! And have soo much fun under the hot hot hot sun!
I wanna swim!
I wanna cycle!
I wanna play badminton!

=(

And, I wanna go with someone who wants to go as badly as me, and not people who go for the sake of going and then ending up getting sian-ed. =.=

Maybe, I've just been too bored for too long..

I need someone who understands me more than myself. =X

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Pretty?
I took this at the French Pavilon I think.
I think it looks so pretty..

Looking at things from another angle, from another perspective, from a microscopic view.. I guess it brings new insights, new discovery, and new enlightenment. Haha.

Why are the dogs next door making such a huge racket?! It's giving me a headache!

Oh! My 200th post. ^.^

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Thursday, July 08, 2010

Something is bothering me,
but I can't pin point to exactly what.

I guess I've been thinking about what happens next, after I graduate. >.<

Maybe you guys can help me. Haha!

So after I graduate, it's to get my license, and what next? Work for the next 50 years? As a pharmacist? Hmmm.. There's no future for a pharmacist in Singapore and you guys know it.

After reading Maradona's comments (Yes, Amazingly), I guess I finally know why the hospital is akined to an army camp.

Like the army world, the hospital is intolerant to mistakes. There are NO SUCH things as mistakes. It's not pardonable. At all. And as such, we always always have to accept that whoever is above us, is always, and forever right. There is no questioning, no doubting. Right means right. Get it?

Like the army, there is a clear cut rank.

Students. Pharmacists. Senior Pharmacists, Senior clinical Pharmacists.. etc.
Even when consulting doctors, there is a ranking. MO, HO, Reg, Consult.. etc. I'm not really sure of the ranking either. All I know is, if you were to consult a REg, for example regarding some insignificant stuffs, they'll just shoot your head off and re-direct you to a MO or HO.

And as always, ALWAYS believe that whoever is above you, knows best.

Yeah. Welcome to army life. Oops. I mean hospital life. =.=

Okies, that's a bit of distraction. I guess I'm worried about life after graduation. I feel like, it's a dead world after graduation and there is this dread and apprehension, and my future does not look really bright either with my atrocious results and all.. =( I fear life will change as it is. I fear change!

SOBS!

Someone, comfort me please!! Tell me what I can do now..

Haha! Just kidding.

I will survive. =P (But really, some advice would help. HAHA!)

Oh, and I feel that I'm not suitable to be a pharmacist. I'm not bright enough. As in, SMART, not in terms of cheerfulness or what not. =.= PLEASE. A cheerful person is not a criteria to be a pharmacist. In fact, I feel the best pharmacists might probably be the most sore person in the whole wide world. I think I cannot handle responsibility I guess. I'm so scared I will make a mistake, and the thing is, I have no idea HOW i will make a mistake, so how do I avoid one? OMG! This is getting more and more worrying.

Maybe I should change line, but what else is suitable for me? You think?

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Wednesday, July 07, 2010

"What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do"

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Tuesday, July 06, 2010

"Can someone help me?"

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