"A bad grade is only one letter in the Essay of life."

-Lee Drake-

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What about a lousy degree? Is it of any equivalence?
Listening to emo songs on a monday night brings out the best of the monday blues. Slightly more than a week from convocation, and I hardly care - I didn't do well anyway.

I've just came to realise that my degree isn't that bad if not for the fact that it doesn't pay well. It gurantees a stable job, a stable income and a satisfying career too if not for the monetary value attached to it. In addition, part of the disatisfaction that arises from the job is due to expectations. Expectations from others mainly. As much as I love my job - contributing back to soceity is like my childhood dream - it doesn't gurantee much of an income. Plus, the long hours that one has to inject into this profession is not justified by the pathetic pay that we are currently getting.

Everyone is looking for a job that can generate a sizeable amount of income and being a pharmacist just does not cut it, as my boyfriend constantly reminds me. This makes me uber duper stressed. What am I supposed to work as then? I definitely cannot be a sales person since my skin doesn't seem thick enough for me to sweet talk people to buying products. Marketing sounds fun, but what's the difference between sales and marketing? They are but two sides of the same coin. In the global state that we are in now, one can't run away from the other.

I'm confused. What can I work as in future after this 9 month stint?
Much thinking and decisions to make.
My future seems so bleak. =(
And this constantly weighs on my mind.
Plus, my university results doesn't seem to be helping, huh. =(
-sobs-

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Despite all the depressing worries, life has been pretty good I would say.
Baby is just ultra sweet and being his usual annoying POS self. =P
Hehe.
I LOVE YOU!

I'll never regret the decision I made for you always manage to brighten up my day. =)
I hope I lighten yours up too!

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"Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it."

-Jacques Prévert-

And work starts tomorrow.
It sucks, but I had my fair share of fun.

I never wanted my life to be this way, but then again who ever has life the way they want it?
I just hate my life right now.