"We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose finite hope."

-Martin Luther King Jr.-

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ARGH!! Today was a disappointing day. I can't believe that I kept blacking out!! I blacked out like every 5 minutes!! What's wrong?!!?

The lecturer was like a lullaby that constantly lulled me to sleep! I mean, when it was break time, I was suddenly wide awake, but the moment she started droning on and on and on, I would just black out unconciously!! ARGH!!

Must be the 3 hours of sleep last night, followed by 8 hours of lecture today. BUT that shouldn't be an excuse!! Nvm, I shall try my very best to pay attention next time. For now, all I can do is to read through my notes again and ensure that I understood everything the lecturer taught.

It's raining outside again. I predict that it'll be a cold, cold night. Brr..

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I wonder if I made a right decision. Seriously. I'm like drowning as a farmer. Everyone is growing strawberries, potatoes and every other thing that is useful, but I'm still pulling weeds from the grounds.

The weird thing is, I don't feel a thing. It's like I've given up or something, or maybe I'll suffer from delayed reaction, like I always do. Should I quite being a farmer?!?

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Orientation rocked!! Haha.. It's the best!! I can't really describe it here, but I assure you, I enjoyed every second ever since I got here. The people here are terrific, every one of them special in their own ways. They are like, super nice. ^.^ It is so homely here.

Rag was super cool. Although it was on my birthday, it was really enjoyable to stay up the entire night with the other farmers. Haha, it shall be memories that will never be erased. I mean, how often do you get to stay up the entire night at the padang with your friends, setting up floats? Not very often, I suppose. At least not for me. HEhe..

Okay, I shall post more some other time. My schedule's beckoning me!!

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"One's best success comes after their greatest disappointments."

-Henry Ward Beecher-