Wednesday, August 30, 2006

"If you love me,
you sure show it strange.
Is there anything you would want to change?
I can't be you paper doll."

-Pefectly-

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Reaction of oxides with water. Right, sodium oxide and magnesium oxide have a giant ionic structure. Sodium oxide is soluble in water whereas magnesium oxide is sparingly soluble..

Frantically trying to swallow the entire chemistry file, but to no avail. It was a futile attempt. Perhaps she should just burn everything and drink up. Like a talisman. Next to her, sat a couple, presumably also taking their As this year. They are sooooo distracting!!

One moment, the guy would hug the girl, the next, he would be snuggling close to her, rubbing his nose against her neck. He even helped the girl blow her nose, and tie her hair!! It gives 'her' the goosebumps just looking at the scene from the corner of her eyes. Thank goodness the guy exchanged place with the girl. She shudders to think how uncomfortable she would feel if the guy sat next to her, doing all those mushy stuffs. Worse, stupid thoughts filtered into her brain.

NO!! DON'T THINK! STUDY!!

Ok, it would be alright if they did it somewhere else, but not in the library! Maybe, if the guy did not overdo it, it would have been tolerable. She is not against public display of affections, just that sometimes, it does cause a wave of uneasiness to those around. Like, if you see your friends behaving real "mushy-ly", won't you feel weird too? Perhaps she is the one that is weird.

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Mummy returned on Friday!! YAY! Finally, the first hug she receive since her birthday!!

This time, Mummy went to Hong Kong and bought back lots of goodies! Yummy yummy! Nice nice. Mummy is the best!

Mummy rented a VCD and ended up watching it together with her through the night! In the end, she slept in her mummy's room despite daddy chasing her away. Daddy went to Batam that very day too!! So he was pretty wiped out by the end of the day. Thank goodness! That way, he didn't have much energy left to argue when she slept in their room.

It felt good to sleep with Mummy! Sadly, she left on Monday. So fast. She was here for barely a week. Wait, it was only 4 days! Not even 4, in fact. No more hugs until after Prelims? Why?!
How can!

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"Excuse me! Excuse Me!" squeaked someone from up ahead.

Without warning, a black thingy flew out from the door just before the door closed, and hit a guy on the back. The guy turned and looked wildly behind him, wondering what hit him. Thankfully, there was a nice aunty next to him, and pointed to the black thingy lying on the floor.

His eyes widened in shock and his hands flew to his butt. Eh, no lump! he thought fratically. He bent down and retrieved his wallet from the ground, grinning sheepishly. It was his wallet.

Funny!! Maybe not the way she described it, but it was funny then. Or perhaps, it's because nothing interesting has happened, and this became the highlight.

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Dreaming of something when suddenly the whole bed vibrated! Her eyes snapped open in alarm and her hands immediately reached out for her phone. Who would be calling so early in the morning? It was barely 7:30 am.

Her gaze shifted to her handphone and her heart skipped a beat. On the display, it read,"TJC Ext: 44" Her school calling her? What has she done? Tentatively, she slid her phone up and answered the call.

"Good Morning, May I speak to Clara, please?" came the voice from the other end.

"Yes?" she answered, a little uncertain.

"Hi Clara, Mrs Chua here!...."

Phew! It was only Mrs Chua. That was so scary. For a moment, she thought she must have done something to actually warrant a call from the school! Whoa! That would really be terrible.

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Why must everything happen just when Prelims come knocking on the door? Why didn't everything happen earlier? Why now? Why, just a month before the start of the prelims, everything has to happen?
Why?! Why? WHY!?

Mrs Chua used to say,"I don't know why, but couples love to break up during Prelims."

How apt. The essence of the quote was in how things always happen around Prelims, NOT the breakup. What has a breakup got to do with her, anyway.

This is ridiculous. This should never have happened. It's all her fault. HER FAULT!!
Idiot. She is an idiot.
Stupid, stupid, STUPID!!

Anyhow, this must be insignificant to you readers out there, so I shall not elaborate. In short, she has now walked into the middle of the valley of misery, and finding it difficult to leave.

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Getting old. Her body seems to be failing her. Any injuries incurred during a fall now takes a horribly long time to heal. This is irritating, what with the prelims just around the corner too. Of all places to hurt, she just has to hurt her hand! And to make everything worse, it just has to be her right hand. Her writing hand.

Like I said earlier. Everything just has to happen when the Prelims are abound. This happened one week before the above incident though. That's nearly a month ago! It hurts everytime she writes now. ARGH! Everything is against her. Nothing is going right.
NOTHING!

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"I wanna be perfect, but I'm me.
I wanna be flawless, but you see
Every little crack, Every chip,
Every dent, Every little mistake.

I wanna be perfect, just like you.
But there's only so much that a girl can do.
When I look in the mirror,
It makes sense to me,
Perfectly."


-Perfectly-

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