“The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.”

-E E. Cummings-

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Rejoice! For there are just so many reasons to be happy!

The reason preceding one, is that we are all God’s children. =] This reason should suffice for us to be super duber happy!!

For one, I am SO blessed with a warm and close-knitted family. I just simply love my daddy, my mummy, my brother, my grandmother, my cousins, my uncles, my aunties, and everyone else in my family!! Though it’s small, I feel so fortunate and loved.

For two, I am surrounded by so many lovely friends! Sweet, caring and thoughtful ones! Always fooling around together, always laughing together.. What more a reason to be happy?

For three, I am in a course much sought after!! Grumble not, for what has already been given, has been given. For others who want it, do not have chance to get it! I should count my blessings and really really stop complaining that I am not getting what I want!! I am lucky enough to be here, in NUS, studying!! =D

For four, I got into Raffles Hall. =] Really thank God for this.

For five, yuko is ranked 4th! Yes! We shall most likely, most probably – crossing my fingers and what-not – get the room that we want!!

For six, my ex-collegues keep begging me to return, but I can’t!! I am so so so sorry, but I feel so happy just thinking that they want me back, despite them having moved to another company!! Oops. Sorry sorry. I am so self-centered again. Note to self: Got to change!!

For seven, I just ate Thai Express yesterday with Yuko and Audrey!! I feel super satisfied. =] Thanks Yuko, and Audrey!!

For eight, Liping will be buying back bubble tea soon!! Love love love it!! Thanks Liping!! =D

For nine, my roommate, Jia Min, will be back tonight!! Yes Yes!! You cannot imagine how she entertains me when I am bored. Simply adore her!! =D Thanks thanks Jiamin!! Always there to encourage me! Ganbatte girl!!

For ten, I have updated my blog!! =D

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Over the course of this few days, I have realised something.

Friends are not what they seem to be,
People you know are no longer who you think they are.

Golden rule no. #1: NEVER DEPEND ON OTHERS!
Golden rule no. #2: NEVER SAY TOO MUCH.

Never ever depend on others. This is of utmost importance. Why rely on others when you should be standing on your own two feet? Why rely on others when there is that probability that they will let you down?

I think I’ld rather keep that nice image of my friends, and be independent! Yes! =D

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Practical test tomorrow! Oh no! I am so going to do badly in it.
-sobs sobs-
Relax! I shall jiayou! =D

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Clara! You are so useless!! Just 4 resolutions and you can’t even keep to three of them!! I am totally disappointed in you!!

Ahhh!! Stop saying nonsense! Stop giving attitudes to people!!
BE NICE! PATIENCE!

Haiz. Sometimes I just forget. I really do try to be nicer, but people still say I give people attitude. =[
Sad. Sad. Sad.

CLARA, YOU BETTER WAKE UP AND CHANGE!!

Either that, or just stop talking.
HMPF!

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Okay. I have made my decision on some matters. I have decided that I shall not run anymore, and perhaps just give it a try again. I feel that I ran for so long, too long in fact. I should stop, turn around, and just face the matter right in the face.

Go for it, Clara! ^.^

For some things, it’ll be worth it.

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“Whosoever trusteth in the Lord, happy is he.”

-Proverbs 16:20-