"And so it ends.."

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Today marks the "end" of the 6 weeks preceptorship. We had moments of fun and laughter, moments of anguish, moments of lethargic, moments of sweetness and moments of tears. It was a most enjoyable 6 weeks, and I simply cannot emphasize how fortunate I am to be posted here.

Technically, it's the 'end', but I'll still have to wake up bright and early tomorrow morning to do 'preceptor-related' stuffs. HAha! It's going to be a long day tomorrow.

When the day ended today, I was filled with so much gladness and somehow, I was so excited. I was liberated! Free! Yes! No more having to wake up to a day of uncertainty.

However, as sudden as the feeling of zeal came, it went. With no one I could shout my joys to, it really seemed meaningless. With no one I could share my happiness with, it really seemed like nothing. No, wait. Correction. Not being able to share with the person I desire makes everything seem like it didn't matter.

Nonetheless, it was over. Tomorrow is going to be a whole new day, with a whole new agenda. I sure hope we raise lots and lots of money. I hope I get really really tired. Yeah. Real tired.

Now that preceptorship is over, that leaves me with FOC and Float.

Well, Float.
Hmm..
Ecstatic, yet apprehensive.
Eager, yet hesitant.
Dreaming big, yet scared.
Well yeah. Basically, scared.

Foc?
Simply enthusiastic.
I can't wait to get under the sun.
I can't wait to get tired till my muscles go numb.
I can't wait to feel wasted.

Pictures of us, preceptees, and another with the preceptors.
Sweet memories!



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Suddenly, I have this song on loop. The same song that I keep listening to during my exam period in may.

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that
Its Us Against The World

I met someone the other night
Someone I really started to like
How will I know if it's right for me
I wonder if we are meant to be
Don't start to like him too much too soon

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that
Its Us Against The World

You know that boy I started to see
He thinks he can have it all for free
I wonder if he's the one for me
I try to talk to myself into see
Don't start to like him too much too soon

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothin better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that
Its Us Against The World

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that
Its Us Against The World

Whenever you're near there is no fear
Feels like there's nothing I can't do
You make me feel strong
'Cause its here with you that I belong

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that

There ain't nobody else but you
That makes me feel the way that i do
There ain't nobody else but you

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that
Its Us Against The World

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem I'll be here for you
'Cause girl you always know that
Its Us Against The World...

-Us against the world-

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"Why do I always feel lost amidst everything?!"