"Say that you love me, Say that you care."

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3rd week of school today! Last Thursday marks my official start of 9-6pm days! ^.^ I survived! Not really hard to survive, since if I do no recall wrongly, my first day of UNI life started with an 8-6pm day which still resonates in my mind till now. I wonder how I survived those days with concert!!

Only one word will explain my inability to survive a mere 9-6pm day - OLD! Or probably it's just the lab.

Block 4 peeps this year are ONZ!! I dare not say it's because the bulk of them are Singaporeans, but the truth seems to be staring in my face! >.< Oops! Oh wells, let's wait till they get their results this semester, yeah? =X

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"The grass is always greener on the other side."

Well said! Then again, if there is a wall preventing me from seeing the grass, I wouldn't ever know, would I? =P

Over the last few days, I have been thinking. How did I even survive 18 years without much interaction with friends? I realised, it's because I never knew what it was like to 'hang around' with friends. After all, when I'm back home, I won't notice what other people are doing outside, right? It's just me, and my dear computer. So now do you guys still wonder how I can game abnormally? Haha

Now, I'm not longer back at home.
Up till as late as 2am, I can hear the sounds of laughter, see people visiting one another, supper callings... etc. It feels so different. I never felt lonely before, because I never really experienced how it felt to NOT be lonely. Things have changed, and I have submerged myself in the not-so-lonely life, and I'm now oh so missing it.

Yesh, missing it.

Then again, look at my parents, it seems like grown-ups don't really have time for friends, which simply emphasizes how important a role your lifetime partner will play in your life.

I guess being able to live together and support one another then plays the biggest factor in the decision to accept him/her as your lifetime partner. How harmoniously can the two of you live together? How much support can you lend him/her and vice versa? How much time are you willing to sacrifice just to make him/her not feel alone?

So many factors to consider. Maybe being single is best after all.

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"The uncertain future"