Sunday, April 25, 2010

"Tomorrow marks the start..."

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And so tomorrow marks the beginning of the EXAMS!! O.O
After 5 semesters, this semester being my 6th, I'm still apprehensive and jittery when it comes to exams. Moreover, being in pharmacy, with at least 2 tests per week since week 4, you'ld thought I'll be used to it by now. BUT NO! Here I am, still panicking, but yet lacking the motivation to push on! Contradicting? Yes, I know. What to do? My heart likes to play with brain.

And, what's worse is, I eat so much more during the exams! T.T Can I cry? Munch Munch, Munch!! Hmmm..

Anyway, during those day dreaming periods of studying (yes, I'm sorry to say, I day dream ALOT), I've decided that growing up = knowing more things, and that's also = to knowing more harsh truths about the reality of life, but that's not the reason to be cynical about it, and neither should one pour cold water all over one who hasn't glimpsed the truth of it all.

I mean, it's not good to live in a idealistic fantastical world, but neither is it to live in a world that's full of hate and denial, and then trying to drag everyone else into it as well. Perhaps it's good sometimes, that one doesn't know the truth. Hope is a wonderful thing. Remind them to expect the worst, but yet continue to encourage, that's what I think is worthy of an applause.

Many a times I have seen people who merely remind others to expect the worst, and stop at there, which unfortunately, I feel is rather depressing. Haha. I'm sorry, I'm just idealistic, and I do acknowledge that it's a flaw. =X I just don't see why someone would keep reminding others about how practical everything is, and be so cynical about everything. On the other hand, I think there has to be a fine balance between both. To remind about the pitfalls, but Yet to ENCOURAGE at the same time.

Okays. I feel so idealistic. HAha!

Oh, and another idealistic way of thinking:

"If you can't change anything,
Accept who you are,
Accept your forced circumstances,
Stop asking Why,
And perhaps then,
Will one be free of their
Entangled emotions."


And I do NOT mean accept and just do nothing. I mean accept, and stop moaning or drowning in sorrows. Instead, go out there and change aspects that you can change. That's something my boyfriend taught me. =) With that, life's a little less angry, a little less sorrowful, and perhaps a little more satisfying.

And on an ending note, I shall work to be a better girlfriend. Hee!!

Cheers to all with exams, while I return to my food. Oops. I mean, my notes. =X

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"WhoooooooOOOOOOOOOooosh!!"

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Friday, April 23, 2010

"Our lives.. are affected by the choices we make."

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Study, study, study.
I NEED MOTIVATION!!
But there's none available... T.T

Hungry.
Grrr..

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"Every now and then I fall apart"

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Monday, April 19, 2010

Just Mug (Singaporean Pharmacist Gaga)
I've had a little bit too much
All of the people start to rush (Start to rush by)
A dizzy twister glance lectures which don't make sense
Hate thiazolidinediones

What's goin' on, on the floor?
I "love" this textbook baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this drug?
I can't remember, but it's alright, a-alright

Just mug, gonna be okay
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, flip that textbook babe
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, gonna be okay
M-M-M-Mug, mug, mug, just
J-J-Just mug

Wish I could shut my PK mouth
How'd I turn my notes inside out? (Inside out right)
Control your poison babe, look out for HSA
And we're all getting fined tonight!

What's goin' on, on the floor?
I love this textbook baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this drug?
I can't remember, but it's alright, a-alright

Just mug, gonna be okay
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, flip that textbook babe
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, gonna be okay
M-M-M-Mug, mug, mug, just
J-J-Just mug

When I come through on the library floor checkin' out that catalogue
Can't believe my eyes so many books without a flaw
And I ain't gonna give it up, steady trying to pick it up like a call
I'm a read it up, mug it up, sleep on to it until tomorrow yeah

Shorty I can see this drug got so much synergy
The way you dosin' up patients round and round
Yes there is so much to study for pharmacotherapy
In the mean time let me watch you break it down (and

Mug, gonna be okay
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, flip that textbook babe
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, gonna be okay
M-M-M-Mug, mug, mug, just
J-J-Just mug

Half diuretic analgesic my pharmacokinetic
Half asthmatic sick anemic my pharmacokinetic

Half diuretic analgesic my pharmacokinetic
Half asthmatic sick anemic my pharmacokinetic

Go, use your brain cells car-ve it out work it, hustle!
Don't slow! Dream it, sing it, taste it, feel it
Spend the last dose, till comatose!

Just mug, gonna be okay
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, flip that textbook babe
Ma ma moo moot-n
Just mug, gonna be okay
M-M-M-Mug, mug, mug, just
J-J-Just mug


-Louis Lim, NUS Pharmacist Year 3-

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I really wonder.. WHY AM I IN PHARMACY WHEN I CANNOT MUG!!! Grrrr...

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

How to train your dragon is a nice movie!!
Toothless is so cute!! Like a cute a little puppy.. Awwww!!
Thanks Darling! ^.^

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Monday, April 12, 2010

"What do I want in the future? I can't picture.."


My Mummy said that I was pretty!! OMG! PRETTY!! -flies-
I'm so happy now!!
She bought for me egg tarts, waffles, tidbits, milk, horlicks.. SWEET!!

The whole weekend I spent doing up her video was worth it after all.

Hehe. =)

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Dance Uncensored marked the end of hall activities for this semester.
Time flies. I'm at the end of my year 3 in the blink of the eye. Sobs!
I don't want to graduate. I think earning money is scary. Hall politics has scared me off and I shudder to think what office politics might be like. CREEPS!!

Anyways,



Reliving my primary school days!
My Daddy says I still look like I'm from primary school. =.= Must slap him awake. HAa! I'm in UNI!!!!!

Thanks to my choreographers, Chii Tarng, Weina, Yuko, and Thierry!!!

And guess what? I've shared the stage with Yuko every single academic year!! O.O It's so sad there might not be a next year!! -cries-



And that's YUKO!!



Mr. Thierry! MY bad romance choreographer!! ^.^



Bad Romance!!



ClassRrrrroom Days!!



And RH Dance.


Now the fun is over, it's time for the crunch. Exams in 3 weeks!
Come on, Clara, MUG MUG MUG!!

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"Let's give a little smile.."

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