I'm tired of being the talker, can't you just talk to me?
I'm tired of being the initiator, can't you initiate something?
I'm tired of being the responsive one, can't you be responsive to me too?

I'm tired of doing things for someone who has no reaction what-so-ever.

Maybe it's time that I invest my time and energy on something else.

"It's no use saying, I love you. Anyone in the world can say that to me. Show me."

"Que sara sara.."

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There's so much I wanna spill, but where do I begin?

Life has been excellent; basking in the peace and bliss of family love; soaking up the warmth of my colleagues; enjoying the tranquility of a uneventful life.

And all of a sudden, the world turned upside town, and once again the turmoil and roller coaster ride begins. Then again, a prolonged uneventful life would result in a boring one albeit one with much less torment.

I guess, we grow as we cry.

Preceptorship has been excellent. I dare say that I have learned so much in the past one week that it is more than that I would learn in my 4 years in NUS! Even the pharmacists there commented that pre-reg will be the period where the learning curve steeps! And I couldn't agree more.

I'm embracing the learning experience now! I wish I can return there to work next year! Oh, I mean for my pre-reg! It'll be a tough journey though as it is super stressful! It being the largest hospital and all, and the pay.. well.. let's say it's not all that glamorous.

Okies.. Need to get back to work. My mummy hijacked my comp! And she even whined, asking for more time on my laptop! T.T Am I more childish or is she? Nonetheless, she's so cute! Haha!

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"The bliss of family life.."

Exams are over!! WHEEEE!!

And yes, I'm blogging at an insanely weird timing again! T.T HAha. =P
And that's despite having only 6 hours the past 2 days due to exams which went HORRIBLY~

Then again, it's okay. =) FREEDOM! No more having to study until the wee hours of the night, or going to bed with the notion of all those uncompleted chapters. I won't dream of hypertension drugs, or NMR or MS or ... whichever! I won't dream of drugs for now, at least till I begin my preceptorship at SGH. >.<

I seriously think they should give us a one week break before starting. HAha! 4 days ain't enough!! I have a lot of things I wanna do SO MuCH! Like visit the new Helix bridge! It looks awesome in the pictures! Especially when visited at night! Then again, I wanted to visit the Marina Barrage a long time ago, and never got there. So maybe, this might be the same for the Helix bridge.

I have no idea what I wanna do during the holidays. Hmmm.. Preceptoship, IPSF.. and.. what?

Hmmm. I'm bored.
Haiz.
Toodles.
Random Posting

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"Until the day I stop judging myself, I'll be imprisoned."

This is gonna be a STUPID POST at a STUPID TIME OF THE DAY.

It's like 6am!! And with less than 12 hours till my next paper, WHAT AM I DOING STILL UP AT THIS TIME!! And to think I'm gonna be up at 12pm the next day.

Someone, just KILL ME NOW.

I FREAKING HATE PHARMACY!!

-Panic Panic Panic-

Feeling super tired, but yet not sleepy.

Okies I'm just FREAKING PISSED right now because I can't sleep and I badly need to sleep else I'll just DIE during the paper tomorrow, and I have another paper the day after which I aM SO NOT prepared so means I cannot CHUI after the paper later!!!

ARGH!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID.

I'm FREAKING OUT!! OH God. Help.

-sobs-