"All love shifts and changes. I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time."

-Julie Andrews-

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I think any consious girl will know not to date a guy who is already attached.
Aparrently, she is either super inconsiderate, or just a scheming !#$!%@#$.

I sincerely hope her boyfriend in furture goes on a one-on-one date with another girl PLUS that girl's parent as well! I'll see then how she feels. What goes around MUST come around.

I'm sorry, but I have a right to hate her, and I don't see how she has any right to hate me, unless she likes him as well. And, all I can say is, HE is either extremely densed not to sense it, or just feigning ignorance, which then equates to the question of whether I should continue investing so much into such a high risk venture with no long term returns?

And, if assuming he is bright enough to be consious of it, has he actually gone up to her and told her that it is impossible between them STRAIGHT IN THE FACE? Or, is he secretly harbouring this hope that if all things fail, she will be his plan B?

I'm tired.
I don't really wanna speculate anymore.
Que sera sera.

Guess all I can do is give the best to my ability and capability,
and if all else fails, it just boils down to the fact that
I'm probably just,
not good enough.

I hate my life sometimes.

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"I hate liars. The one thing I hate most on earth. LIARS."